Saturday, November 17, 2012

Miracles



May Your voice thunder in this place
Shake everything that is not of You
Crumble it
Reduce it to rubble
Leaving nothing behind
But the pillars of Your Word
Standing firm and strong
May thunder erupt from our lips
Shaking the lies of our enemy
Stripping back the distractions
That for so long have clouded their true identities 
Would darkness no longer hide them
May we call forth the dorment lights 
Showing them the way home
Welcoming them back to family
To Father's embrace
Bestowing on them their inheritance 
The shared birthright of the One who bore it all
Who took on pain and destruction 
So that not one would have to be lost
His offering was the last sacrifice 
May they be encountered by this covering 
So drawn
Their longing so met
That the thunder becomes visible
And standing firm before them
The Kingdom in Your eyes.




~BY VICTORIA HAWKINS~

Saturday, November 10, 2012

"I want to do what you want to do"


i amazed that i had no clue that i would ever come to Cambodia and yet God intended me to meet these students, to become friends with a few of them, to know and fall in love with this place and these people. He destined it from the beginning. Yet, if I didn't say yes, none of this would be happening. He planned these moments, these relationships, to mean something and intricately impact the course of our lives. And we still have this choice, to see God's elaborately amazing dreams bear fruit in front of our eyes.

from a word about boldness (actually two). about freedom to expect that which I can admit I don't want to experience letdown in if I wholeheartedly believe it. Like salvations and healings coming out of my stepping out even further to cut to the heart of the relationships I have patiently and compassionately built. I have put in the work, the heart; I have gained the trust necessary to say the things I need to say to see the things I want to see and to fulfill the reason I am here. 4 more weeks. That's all i get. To keep it simple and consistent. Obedience, patience, peace. Trust God, fear Him alone.

It's time to tune my ear in a different way than I have before and open up my mouth. Power has to come out, because that's what He's put into me. Faith has to abound, because that's all I have left to sustain me. To be a blessing and be blessed, by believing that everything God's said to me is true. That if I continue saying 'yes' the world will follow.